Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Teeth Extraction Sore Gums
Can you really live for the moment?
I do not believe. Everything we do is in the past. The presence has not even a millisecond. They always crumbled like sand and bubbles through the fingers. It gives me a headache.
The future is like a shadow ... kan you hardly see them and touch not only right. Sometimes I'm not even sure that they are a major influence, because the chance is the component X, we will never be able to control.
The past is the only thing that is tangible, but they also escapes through the small back door in our memory to make room for other things. A childhood recollection gives way to a soulless mathematical formula that will help one in the future ... also seems to me absurd.
What is the meaning of life? In a book also mentions: "Everything what is left when you subtract the senseless. "
Well ... what remains? Mere instincts. the act of mating, eat until you are satisfied or beyond?
Why does the man take the trouble to think about this crap? How do I make myself the trouble? It is a frustrating and fruitless endeavor.
We are just simply there, and I fear nothing more behind it.
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
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Man is only a tiny, little star in a huge, huge universe, He is only a small segment of a giant organism, before it has the all seen so much and even though he had long crumble into dust and nothing is more reminiscent of him will follow him so much.
only a short time is allotted to each individual. And yet each man while he lives immortal "Everyone is young, healthy, the heart of life is hardly wasted one moment of his own death to think. He may not at all.
any moment could end his life. An accident. Only a car that you have overlooked. A descending falling object, a careless step ... and it's over.
If you think about it, it seems as if life is nothing but a black tunnel, the light at the end also means that their existence disappears.
So thinks the man is not it. He lives and strives in the belief that he and his deeds are immortal, there already are.
We tear the life from us, we breathe in every moment and can not and will not imagine that this play, the farce ever end.
Our entire culture would not exist without this basic principle. And we forget that our buildings crumble to rubble and ashes that the grass will grow over again, that are moldy our works of art and knowledge is useless in our books when we are just gone.
Only the ones with the Unausweichlichkeit ihres Todes konfrontiert werden, Kranke und Alte, begreifen, dass sie eben doch weichen müssen. Und dann flüchtet sich fast jeder, der nicht ein fanatischer Atheist ist in die süße Vorstellung, dass sein Geist woanders weiterleben wird.
Der Mensch fühlt und sieht sich als Unsterblich. Vielleicht sieht er deshalb nicht, wie er sich selbst die Luft nimmt, die er atmet. Vielleicht sieht er deshalb nicht wie er das Wasser verdreckt, das er trinkt.
Vielleicht registirert er deshalb nicht, dass er die Wesen foltert, die er beschützen sollte.
In seiner Überzeugung von der eigenen Überlegenheit und Unsterblichkeit He digs his own grave, in which he will be forever. He will not get up. Place it will make for a new world.
And yet ... I also have no concept of death. From the die, yes. But not by death. From nothing. What is it? Nothing ...
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Tropitone Clearance Sale
My wish / my vision is to really engage in a relationship to allow closeness and feelings. Specifically, my goal
that I want to try that with Sara and find solutions with it so limited potential for our meetings and all the driving around. My inner voices
say:
- it will be the same again with Julia, you have to give up a lot to view it and you will out of sheer frustration at some point separate
-there is only either love and or autonomy and self-development
- you have to give up yourself to get the love that you need
- you must not disappoint them and say no
- you have to restrict yourself and just accept
- you have your boundaries go, to get enough love
- you will eventually completely much anger in you have and then make final
- you will be curtailed and limited, you will put the air we breathe
- Love is like a too narrow space with a low ceiling and too little light
- Love is like a river every moment of your house being flooded with high water and pulls you away
- Love is like the loops of the blue rain that you can strangle everything and no place else for
my old belief :
order to get love denying I have my limits and my self-development.
Reality Check:
No, the belief is no longer true. As a child, for me it was necessary for survival, to get love, warmth and care. And for that, just to deny my true feelings and needs and my limits, put away.
Now I'm grown up and can take care of all my needs, I am no longer dependent on the love of certain people.
fulfilled needs / celebration and appreciation:
I have it enabled me as a child to make the experience of love, as I have borne incursions and so was, as My family wanted me to be.
Anders would not have been possible in my family, love, and to get respect and attention.
I am even thankful that I'm so worried for me and got the bare minimum of warmth and affection without which every child is crazy.
unmet needs / mourning / regret:
My needs to be like I am, after being accepted with all that is there were, with the belief certainly not met.
I could not feel my limits and certainly do not claim. My self-perception and my integrity, my self-development and vitality were all my unmet needs.
It makes me sad and anxious when I look at the lead before his eyes.
have in relations with J. and C. I have acted entirely in accordance with this belief.
What then had to remain unfulfilled, my need for a connection that is so authentic and vivid that it can be very much be there, a compound that welcomes my self-development and respect my limits.
new creed: My
Love relationship and my self-development may grow equally full of serenity.
Please
I am asking myself about this new set of beliefs continues to illuminate and more specifically in the form of CSF diary that I need for my future certification.
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
How Much Does It Cost For A Cedar Pergola
me about this, every time the cold horror, when I say "Jesus saves " one of those - see label.
I imagine how the religious spirit always poor squatting in the shit and pray that their savior might save them.
This will never happen and if so, then it is out completely own power. It is in a self-Every person "of his own fortune" and of course its own God .
I see nothing wrong in it, if you believe in something that gives you power when you believe something that drives one to charity.
Just ... do not be benevolent or effort because it wants not because it must for fear of the eternal torments of hell?
All human potential is suppressed. Yes, even human nature itself. We are ashamed of things that are course.
alone all the deadly sins (anger, envy, gluttony, greed, lust, intemperance, sluggishness) are normal things.
What is wrong with ambition? What is wrong with justifiable pride to ? What is wrong with anger when he born of the force was to defend themselves? What is wrong with other things to covet, if there is one to incite something with his life begin? What is wrong to be lazy sometimes, when you need it? What is wrong with eating when you are hungry or enjoy delicious things to nibble again?
Even if the church loses more and more fans have these fears pushed much too much in our culture.
I me ashamed to eat, because I happen undisciplined, I have to show my other fear, rage, sometimes even eating away at me almost, sometimes I am ashamed of my sexuality due.
Jesus has made me sick. I will no longer turn the other cheek. I want to enjoy life. Here and now. For any shit to get to hell unless you pay the church according .
And how many victims the church has not already claimed? As it is still the same: "Inquisition, the Crusades, witch burnings. We know how to party. Your church "
Still, who wants to believe believe to. To whom it gives power, fine, not my problem.
What is my problem, however, the unpleasant habit of Christianity is me not to leave them alone and to evangelize the time. One would find its way home.
I have my whole life trying to find my way, was even once so desperate that I tried it with Jesus. Well, we were not on a long shaft.
And if he now before my door would be then I would cut him a cedar slatted front of the bulb and take in the horned. For I will not be lied to.
(It is far from me with this text deliberately hurting religious feelings, but that is what it is my opinion and you will have to accept everyone just as I accept his, even though / is not imposed.)