Monday, August 30, 2010
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What a party. There were 40-50 people there, it was a lot of dancing tango and my people and I have offered a little dance routine to electric Tango.
I had made the Voschlag, Sun grandma sayings on scraps of paper, write down suitable to our age, and hang on the wall. It started
with "It's always time for a good drop," about "the big bird cut off the road," through to "If you have no idea, just keep face".
latter came from Christian, Anya's man came in and said, "Hello Anna. Did you drink? "
Anja took the full embarrassing but actually we have just laughed the whole evening.
The whole women's group was there and I was richly rewarded.
I felt like walking on clouds. And Sarah looked like the Queen of Sheba, and offered Vincent, who tried to tow Tänni, stand up properly.
When she wanted to come in the door and he not only opened it and then asked, "What they want, they choked him clean:" I have here a place to sleep. "
I thought I'm in a soap.
Jürgen came off completely on the dance floor, Christoph "tie legs" with Catherine danced and it looked like Tango. With me he has a salsa dance blend and complained that I wanted to permanently seize the reins to me.
Sara and I were like in the good old days the dance floor dancing with all the blues and Massoud Tango.
Anna and Kevin were not in a bad mood, Andrea had pink Tip on, Jana was afraid to go alone to the car, Nora and Jonny have settled next to the domestic buffet, Gaby has a broken heart crying in my arms, Veronica had her new lover while, Christina wanted to serious talks FS lead, Anna and Sara were playing with balloons, Matt was silent and tired of arguing with his girl, Tänni had its peer group here that have dumped properly what Christian has made the cut off spells out together and have We vollgepinnt a whole wall. Even in the refrigerator depends on what Goethe.
Veronika pinned me on the bed, "Be Lord your will and your conscience servant. "I think she's paranoid and thinks, I drive two lines or so. She also had something to Vincent, as she told Sara unasked. Because Vincent has an Italian father and dark as he is, Sara recalled her father, before he had no cuts.
Then there have been all the people of Jürgen, it was spoken Persian, and Sara and I hung next to giggling Jürgens bed "There's always time for a good fuck"
The next day we wanted to Just sleep only. But it was already noon: Anna, you come to Griesheim afternoon with the tango, Then, you come to Frankfurt in the evening with the dancing, then Tänni, which reported that Vincent had tried to kiss her.
Jürgen was gone with Catherine in her flat, at times with his visit overseas prefer to have breakfast in a cheerful atmosphere, while we had to cope with the Siff and plastic cups. Then Kim came
crying to me and opened for breakfast, that'll take them off and that next month. I thought I did not hear correctly.
you have so homesick and she wanted to cancel the study. Maybe make
I frequently so parties, it was cathartic. Anyway, it was
the best party I ever had. With glow sticks in balloons glowed in the dark like stars in a strange sky. At half past four were Jürgen, Catherine, Sara and I devoutly in the hall and jumped up, nudge the balloon.
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
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It's like the first day of elementary school. Or rather like the two weeks before the start of primary school. With one small difference: you already know that the world is cruel.
I have now written his own at a university and I am incredibly excited about my baseline. What kind of people sit in my classes? How will I cope with them? Will meet my performance?
one hand I am very excited and bursting with curiosity and on the other hand, I fail miserably so scared.
I really wonder what my second cornet shall hold in store for me. A fresh start or back to the same miserable rut, the struggle for existence, as he was before?
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
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Would you want to live forever? Does your answer change Depending on whether or not im everyone else gets to live forever as well?
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I could never understand why people have cherished this desire.
A normal life is difficult enough. The idea of being able to walk never, never find peace because we witness more and more everything is must terrible.
The world we live in is not a bed of roses. Wars. Famines. Destroying the environment. Cruelty. My generation is living in an age in which we are about these things only on television . Hear We are lucky. But peace is not self-evident. Each time can change everything again. Policy is often not only a dirty but also a very unstable business.
Who would have experience of thousands of war, because he lives forever?
eternal youth seems tempting. But actually I'm looking forward to when I am old only once, because I can then pass all this perfection pressure on the ass. I am wrinkled and have age spots and gray hair shake ternes. And that's good. Then I no longer have this miserable pressure. Then I go every Sunday to eat a piece of cream cake.
The point is that all die, you love falls away when the possibility exists that all live forever.
But who, then, that live on cruel dictators? Sure, I would like to know that I could keep my mother with me forever is not that the woman who gave me life itself must die.
But death is part of life. It is what it is and that's a good thing.
Friday, August 20, 2010
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Last night I wrote the following lines:
You asked me why I cried in the night.
I told you how I dreamed I died.
You nodded and had no clue,
That I cried 'cause my dream was not true!
Why do I always fall so fast? Just when I n come a long way on the mountain top bi and believe that everything is fine, something happens that pulls me down so much that I would just like to cease to exist.
Then I like to sleep. I lie in bed and imagine what it would be to sleep forever .
But I wake up again. Every damn day. Because I still think that one day it will be better when I work because I work on it must .
whenever I flirt with the gossip, but I do not think I could lay hands on me. I can not imagine me . I can find some comfort in it.
But it really do? It's a film stays in my head, my little morbid retreat.
I am condemned to live to someone or something stops it for me.
I am Sisyphus who was cursed to forever having to roll the stone up a hill and then watch as the crap rolls down again.
I keep on me rappel and work and work and then - bang, everything goes back to Bach downhill.
But I have to get the stone back up. I can not help it. This is my punishment even if I do not know why.
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
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I am still busy for hours, creating playlists for the party. I can do it with growing enthusiasm.
Yesterday I was after dancing so excited that I could not sleep for ever. Lis asked me if I fall in with her new beginners course "guest Lord" want to be and betanze the ladies.
That's great for me because it means I can finally get out and pay for nothing. So I can then continue to make the normal teaching and learning a lot Tango Nuevo as a woman.
I'm totally excited because our Party draws closer, Sara's party on the weekend and I just do not know where to go with all my childish anticipation, 0)
It is beautiful and also very frightening to out and allow the sow to celebrate.
woman Stropek Bürki and would be very proud of me. "They do live like a normal young woman. "
Anja is finally back. Has anyone out schonmal
Sara said to me, you're so sexy?
Not that I know of. And it echoes in my head and makes me smile. Yesterday morning I had breakfast
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
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Humanity seems to me often, like a stupid child that start with a holey nets a butterfly and would leap on his fruitless hunting over gaps, overcome traps Solving puzzles ... and the end notes that it has become old and still holds only the holey nets in hand, but not the butterfly.
Then he thinks back on his journey and he falls on to what it's all over run: the land of plenty, the beautiful corners of Wonderland, a great love. All this has not seen the child on his pilgrimage to happiness. It dies slowly and alone as an old man.
We all chase the great paradigm of happiness behind. We think we have a clear idea of what we seek. And therefore missed we are lucky even if it escapes a whole garden fence and so awkward stormed into our house.
I do not know how much I've already missed on my crazy journey to the perfect figure - my butterfly which does not exist and I would never give ultimately the fulfillment that I seek.
On the contrary, it often takes me like a little wisp in areas in which I never wanted to go. The suicide forest inhabited by those who have realized that they can not catch their butterfly. They have thrown down the net and stay there, be a slow with the dead wood that surrounds them. And they complain.
Every time I ran like crazy.
course again towards the butterfly.
Slowly I am learning to put the blinders that let me see only the grim forest green and without life or the little lying bastard of a butterfly.
Sometimes I catch a glimpse of the wonderland. I make detours. Stay times are and look at something.
The butterfly itself is unfortunately still there. He seems to always wait to get back to me in my eye and lure.
I follow him still. Only slower and with more caution. And with Gefplge, with small Camping stops along the way, give me at least sometimes feel that I can go back without the floor breaks away beneath my feet.
Perhaps one day, to my present and my restlessness ends.
Sunday, August 15, 2010
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did with Jurgen and Catherine, and we have shown us the latest youtubes. Julia has sent me the link for the Auschwitz dance video in which a survivor is dancing with his grandchildren against the backdrop of various concentration camps to "I Will Survive" by Gaynor.
I've seen the crying and I started as a palace dog. And so
stained I am then to the Nuevo Tango Workshop, where I could fall in Massoud's arms, Michael suddenly appeared and all my lovely girls surrounded me to chat with me.
Lis brought a blast after the other and we laughed and danced for three hours in the tropical heat, with creaky wooden floor. After that, I've
Massoud spontaneously taken home to eat and we have improvised with what Jürgen. It was so nice and relaxed. We also plotted the same plans for the evening and decided to go to Frankfurt in the Academia, as if we had not danced enough. There we were
first ones on the dance floor and The last is a clock in the morning. Makes 6 hours by dancing and the result was that we were giggling in the car and heard deafening Cuban salsa. Even Massoud classical selection was so whip that you could dance to salsa.
His parents are from Iran and Dubai and they went to Germany so her sons can doctorates. Massoud came with 5 in the school. At 28 he finished his doctorate and working with Bosch.
He is so controlled and polite, neat and smells never to male sweat that I thought he must be gay. Maybe he is too but he would even never the idea. Before he married his brother, a woman from Iran who has no problem with the fact that he is horny and never at home career.
But the nights dancing and he is never tired ...
For me it is the ideal accompaniment.
He is reserved and has full control.
We talked about secret rebellion and her long hair in the bazaar of Dubai.
This morning I was swollen and heavy legs at breakfast, accompanied by short-Jürgen, who once wanted to check how I shall pass.
I read a column in Kim's Neon, in which the author received a readers Communication by Bianca.
Bianca complains that the author had always been "outsiders even" thoughts. However, they should be simply to get drunk, and dance doll times a night with a sharp Catholic. Sara
I wrote that I had received an omen. I had to come to their shared party next week ...
Sara's degree in Hanover with a friend who has a lizard in your room. Sarah's homesickness was thus probably increased. Now they will probably still go back to their Andi, who has so annoyed.
The two have the same family ties as Jürgen and I, that is totally beautiful to see.
only know they have been fewer than 10 years and have previously schonmal lived together before Sara has moved in with her ill-fated last girlfriend.
My dizziness is gone and I know that my anger in recent days is an old anger, which may come out at last and only because their targets are men love when I can afford it, wü tend to be.
was however exceeded my limit and I do not have words. I want to get serious.
Probably my dizziness comes back, if I continue in Alice Miller's books read.
dreamed of taking a shower with mom and me longing to press them and say: ". Mom, I would rather be an only child"
The jealousy of my little sister to me as I have child must not allow. At the birth of Eve, I am become seriously ill and had whooping cough.
My mother, a pediatric nurse, has obviously taken good care of me ...
Sara told me that she did as a child as if she were asleep on the sofa so that her father up with the bed.
They are typical children Strategies to get a little love.
And now, as adults, we can ask for what we need and we choose the people who are willing to contribute to meet our needs.
dancing meets my need for closeness and physical contact, without that there must be sexual. This is so wonderful. I could press to Massoud, as my mom in a dream and was the only one for hours, the only child, 0)
This is wonderful wonderful wonderful.
Friday, August 13, 2010
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I feel dizzy as my best time last year. Which is interrupted from time to time by howl that brings me back to me.
Yesterday group and I was crying over the other because of my grandma. Because of this feeling of love for her is so strong and because it still must remain ambivalent.
My other grandmother, the grandmother will die soon Bussi Bär, as Valles grandma dying. All these could
feelings are too strong than that I just have not filtered. Sara's mother
will not live to the end of the year probably.
And like Moby says:
... we exist and we strive and we love and we cry and we laugh and we run around and we sleep and we build things and we have sex and then we die and, not to sound too depressing , the world is wiped clean of our biological presence ...
I am connected with so many people at the moment. It is sometimes overwhelming. I did not realize that it will work.
I did not realize that the condition for this is that I show me and make me vulnerable.
It happened to me nothing, I will only transparent and lovable to others.
Well, sometimes I get like this but also dizzy.
But even more, when I realize in hindsight that I am the last guy at Tango but not "so nice", but that I actually thought: "you wanker, stop me to abbern and pack your greasy charm one. I feel sick.
No, I will not a neck massage and I will not go drink with you, fuck off I sleep
only with women.
And if you were the last man on earth, you have no chance with me, so picture you of anything, and you save your energy. "
me it has been done, as Sara at the fair from this drunken, disgusting Nils has been excavated and has dismissed the so-as I always do the usual. In the end he allowed himself to seriously pick up his girlfriend. What a dud.
you told me that once someone has touched her ex and she is badly shot up and to type on it, until he lay on the floor.
Somehow I can just totally good . Understand
And once a teacher has asked her: Ms. Pierri just because impregnates a woman with the tongue?
I thought, I can now hear no more of this story knitting.
Putain de merde.
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
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Superbia (Pride )
How could I imagine myself that I am about the whole thing away? How could I look down on others,
where I am myself only a small heap of tears quivering misery?
Ira (anger)
When will the moment he grabs me and overwhelmed? He kept coming over me and wants to destroy even more throw broken. When it was not enough. But he did not go out. It burns, burns, smolder, waiting.
Gula (gluttony)
I can not stop eating. I hate my body, but eat, eat, eat, eat, eat. Without hunger, without measure. Without control.
Well salted with tears.
Invidia (envy)
How often I see a beautiful woman and I hate it almost sure that it is so slim? It throws me back, it makes me mad, mad. I am burning with jealousy.
acedia (sloth)
I get angry, complain, and nothing can change. I get meinen Arsch nicht hoch und meine Beschwerden ziehen ins Leere, besiegt von meiner Faulheit.
Die 7 Todsünden sorgen nicht dafür, dass man in der Hölle landet, sie sind die Hölle.
Friday, August 6, 2010
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I am thankful for my energy that I can fly through the day. And the openness with which I can reach out to people whose major concern is just their front yard.
And I am glad that I really try to make myself vulnerable and that I try to give up control. And endure all those feelings of excitement and fear and joy, are really in me. And the sorrow that simply is not indispensable.
Hanna and I have seen again the day before yesterday and I felt that something has released in me. There is a greater freedom, greater distance, mixed with sorrow and a premonition of a new connection. I got in a lot of empathy ... Niederkaufungen
Tonight is the concert!
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
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LOL.
ROFL.
HDL.
LG.
BF.BFF.
ILY.
VLLT.
EIG.
OMG.
WTF.
B-DAY.
Jaaaaaaaa, das ist die grausame Realität des Internets in der heutigen Zeit. Eigentlich der Schreibkultur überhaupt. SMS sind teuer, beim chatten geht es schneller... and if you write something by hand, it is sure to be something that is so boring and uninteresting that it's not worth it completely tender.
punctuation is overrated as well as right-upper and lower case completely.
course so everyone understands.
And if you're at it could be every second or spoken (or) written word of English.
I like English. I am also sure not to complicate things unnecessarily, and to take a long time.
But my dear people:
language is being used here and that goes only so many right when they fully exploits instead of mutilating them.
What moving words were because of your abbreviations?
What books or poems that have touched the world consisted of a weird mix of abbreviations and-mixed languages? Multicultural
to be is so fine, but do not overdo it since.
And another thing: exclamation points are not herd animals! (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
I understand that you subconsciously urge builds up times to use punctuation when they are otherwise completely ignored ...
but that is no reason to let go like a whole alien invasion on the reader .... or a special emergency escape me? (???)
I like to read good books. I am also sure that one should express certain things simple. I do not like it when people want to contribute intellectually by disgorge a foreign word at a time from the Untiefenn their vocabulary ...
... but neither it pleases me witness the increasing dumbing down and loss of human articulation to be.
In this sense BB,
or good German:
you soon and good
N8. I must say
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
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, yesterday I had a nice day.
I once again laughed a lot, what is not so common. I forgot just way around me and just enjoyed being with friends.
I flew on a cloud carelessness.
Today is the life back to normal. Reltaiv gray. I think. Not determined. Good? Bad? Okay? Who cares?
But the memory shines like a jewel ...
... I will keep this close to my heart.
Monday, August 2, 2010
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What a weekend. I'm getting an idea of what it means to really "go for me, as I have unusual ideas that cover my needs better.
After Geradel to the lake (where I Jürgen Children's stories read aloud), I was really tired, too tired for Frankfurt. But still in the mood for dancing. Massoud and so came here and we drank martini olive shoveled into us in two hours and danced tango in our hallway. Jurgen sat like a chaperon in his room with the door open and looked back and reverent.
We had candles and at some point I have also taught the Salsa basic steps.
felt the next morning at my legs like an afterthought.
Sara, which is actually as Cesaria in Che Guesaria had a horrible wallpaper that we duly found repulsive.
I had to take a taxi home. But I am young and can endure the sleep deficit.